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The only more complex thing that I'd add here would be a WYSIWYG text editor, blog-wise, to update this thoughts. But that's fine, I just have to add a few p tags here and there. Edit: I found a simple text-to-HTML converter that adds those tags for me. Yay lazy work!
Alright, so I'm stuck for days now on a song I'm composing, 2000s jungle-esque style, like those old PSX/Dreamcast ones. It's sounding nice, but I can't create a good bass line at all! And I really like some funky bass. Should watch some videos and get some references, I feel that I'm missing a bit of it. Also decided not to upgrade my FL Studio version. The one I have is good, still, and I've got quite a lot of instruments already, so it feels overwhelming the way it is now.
I'll try to gather some money from commissions, especially collabs with nice artists. I really wanna get a good ref sheet but goddammit this currency convertion. That hurts! But hopefully I can get around $200 and I can get an amazing one, while keep on practicing the animation part. I'd love to be able to draw what I animate, but eh, one thing at a time. But c'mon Bluesky, add some video support there, I wanna post my bouncing things >:(
Work-wise, should I take up this leadership mentorship program? I just want more and more, and I feel that it can help me, despite not immediate results. But it would be a career growth. Eh we'll see.
Today's random tarot card reading (????): The Justice. I think it's a reflection of my decisions and, well, reflections. If I want good things to happen, I may focus on providing good things as well. Looking at you, previous paragraph!
That's all <3
I've got a pretty damn good job now, I've got my own apartment, I'm struggling still with some house-related expenses, but they will be gone soon. So, it's less of a money relationsip issue and more of a "goddammit there are still things to be done in this place!" but fine.
Meanwhile, I'm enjoying my process towards a product-related area, generalist, instead of paying attention to boring pixel-perfect tasks and details that I can leave to people who enjoy it more than I do, so I can think of strategies. And see? I'm totally at peace with by job that I'm talking about it in a personal, supposedly random website! Things are nice, I like it.
Meanwhile meanwhile, I still would love to stream something, as I mentioned in MAY, 2022. Or maybe short videos? Reading stuff? I'd like that, I think that could work, I just need to start it. Also I have to think of more stinger transitions to post as freebies to my Ko-Fi Page (go check it out!), because I feel I can help a lot of people by doing so, I just gotta think of a theme and go for it.
So, maybe MAYBE I can keep this updated. It's my personal space, my personal mind notebook, a place for me to untangle a few threads inside my head and organize things.
At least one post per month? That seems possible, yes.
Wish I didn't have such money relationship issue, I'm always unnecessarily stressed out thinking of bills that I'll obviously be able to pay and situations that I won't be bothered by lack of funds. I don't really know what I'd rather do? Maybe having infinite money so I'd be able to do whatever I could? Can't I do this already? Am I being paranoid?
Funny enough, I'm definitely being paranoid trying to learn every Slovene case before everybody else in my class. Am I just trying to cover my bases? Am I trying to be better than the rest? It doesn't even make sense, I just should want to learn it. BUT in any case, I need to relax a bit my head and my back, buy a new chair and play some No Man's Sky.
Anyway, I wanna find some time to try streaming a few things. Maybe animating stuff? Maybe reading some silly stuff? Playing anything weird? I'm up to things! And it should encourage me to create things a bit faster without procrastinating.
Also, I need to think of new things to animate, either some stinger animated transitions or furry-related animated collabs/commissions/wtv. I've been only doing some (quite, uh, different) adult ones, but I also miss some cute things. Lewd cute maybe? Bring on some ideas!
Hvala lepa!
Zalagasper simply made me start learning Slovene, since 2019 when the duo showed up in Eurovision, with Sebi. It's beautiful, it's chill, it makes me go all the mental places and back, easily. I love every song they make and the last one was simply amazing.
They mixed with another duo, Blackpanda, from Spain, and produced the amazingly vibing Carta. I can't stop listening to the collab of Slovene and Spanish in a gorgeous beat. Their voices are astonishing and the result is so wonderful. Please check it out!
Also, finding a place to buy is fun and stressful, but rewarding. Can't wait for it to go well.
I was really glad when I was shown this Neocities/retro website trend. Old HTML? Basic CSS? No complex things? No responsive code? No frameworks? I'm totally in.
I tried designing something retro point'n click-esque, with some icons and interaction, but I ended up focusing on my fave process: less worry, more chaos. So I just began coding things, adding divs, colors that I also use on my animations website, and it took some nice form and I like it!
Not having to have a headache due to all the rules and shenanigans modern products have is awesome, and it pulls me away from the daily routine to a fun, easy project.